bla bla peace of my mind

its me...

its eazy to understand whats the meaning of it aite..

its not her not him not most important is not Y.O.U

im just me nothing big im just an ordinary girl

well not yet a woman lol..

i love spending my time alone mostly..

but i do love spending time with my loves one 

but still there lots of time where i like to spend it alone

i love it when i spend times wifh my girls.

when im with them i tell ya

i spill out the real me..

i just act what my mind n hearts tells me..

i know smtime i can be over react but they noe it

they noe when im over reacting or controlling it hahaah

sorry girls if u dont like it..

wont force ya to like it n wont force ya to love it to..

Life

is owes up and down...

same goes to mine..

since im almost jobless..

my life mostly in da middle of that Up n Down..

try to make a living is hard..

but i try..

trying to do more extra work i can to earn more of dat $$$$$

coz i really want what i want...

they dont support me its ok..

its a lie if i said im ok but still its ok..

up to them but im still gona do it..

i know i have to sacrifice smting to get it..

i will try to minimize what i have to sacrifice to gain what i want

so i can have the win win situation..

rite now im still in a progress of duin it..

i need a lil bit more time to make it complete...

theres someone who said this to me..

nori, 

why u always put other first then instead of  u put yourself first???

 i dono how to answer this yet..

maybe im a lil bit lack of experience in life..

but as for noe what can i say is i cant put myself first...

i have to put them first

maybe i dont really gain anything from it..

but im sure HE knows it...

i dont really know whats the reason i do this yet..

was it my love for them ??

what is Love ?

do i really know the meaning of it ??

of coz im not and yet im still searching for its meaning..

i still have long way to go for it..

but im sure while im trying to finds whats the meaning of it..

with them accompany me all the way directly n indirectly

it will be more beautifull and meaningfull which i can never finds it anywhere...

this is my answer for now

i will try to 

make everyone around me happy

make my love ones happy

make my friends happy

then only i know i am happy..

♥ i ♥ what i ♥

noriko_noly