1st february 2011

 by January...

its my February now

when February comes 

its always comes with full of secrets feeling hidden 

excitement and mix feelings most important is it will comes with 

Full Of L.O.V.E

♥ i ♥ what i ♥ 

noriko_noly

bla bla peace of my mind

its me...

its eazy to understand whats the meaning of it aite..

its not her not him not most important is not Y.O.U

im just me nothing big im just an ordinary girl

well not yet a woman lol..

i love spending my time alone mostly..

but i do love spending time with my loves one 

but still there lots of time where i like to spend it alone

i love it when i spend times wifh my girls.

when im with them i tell ya

i spill out the real me..

i just act what my mind n hearts tells me..

i know smtime i can be over react but they noe it

they noe when im over reacting or controlling it hahaah

sorry girls if u dont like it..

wont force ya to like it n wont force ya to love it to..

Life

is owes up and down...

same goes to mine..

since im almost jobless..

my life mostly in da middle of that Up n Down..

try to make a living is hard..

but i try..

trying to do more extra work i can to earn more of dat $$$$$

coz i really want what i want...

they dont support me its ok..

its a lie if i said im ok but still its ok..

up to them but im still gona do it..

i know i have to sacrifice smting to get it..

i will try to minimize what i have to sacrifice to gain what i want

so i can have the win win situation..

rite now im still in a progress of duin it..

i need a lil bit more time to make it complete...

theres someone who said this to me..

nori, 

why u always put other first then instead of  u put yourself first???

 i dono how to answer this yet..

maybe im a lil bit lack of experience in life..

but as for noe what can i say is i cant put myself first...

i have to put them first

maybe i dont really gain anything from it..

but im sure HE knows it...

i dont really know whats the reason i do this yet..

was it my love for them ??

what is Love ?

do i really know the meaning of it ??

of coz im not and yet im still searching for its meaning..

i still have long way to go for it..

but im sure while im trying to finds whats the meaning of it..

with them accompany me all the way directly n indirectly

it will be more beautifull and meaningfull which i can never finds it anywhere...

this is my answer for now

i will try to 

make everyone around me happy

make my love ones happy

make my friends happy

then only i know i am happy..

♥ i ♥ what i ♥

noriko_noly

She is Someone is part of my life...

hi there..

feel like talking bout her..

its been really long i didnt meet her..

there are few times we contacted each other..

we just contacted each other by sms or even fb'ing 

i know its nothing but it mean a world to me

coz i know i still have her..i didnt loose her

we still keep in touch with each other.

we honestly wants to keep in touch

not by purposely or wana take advantages of each other.

thou we are seldom talking to each other..hang out each other..but

once we meet even for a short time we spill out everything in and out..

she is a person who knows how to confirt me even we are now barely meet each other.

thou we havent meet for so long..but when we meet it feels like meet everyday haha

she was there when there a fresh deep scare was bout to mark my heart..during the scar was bleeding 

and while the scar was healing

we dont have to oftenly have to meet each other...we just happen to meet each other were meaningfull

enough to me..and i thank god for that..

meeting her was one of my life miracle..

she gave me so much already..

but i dont think i gave her in return as much as what she gave me..

and im trying my best to keep on giving her what i got..

*if she wants it la hehe*

she teach me lots of thing all the while i was a friend to her and im still am !

im glad that im still her friend :)

she actually terach me to be more respect to others..and she also shows me how much gratefully love to her childhood friends..which make me think i should have do da samething too..

thanks dear ^^

recently i was playing number games..

i thought she wasnt even bother by it..since its just a sill number games..

which u send me a number and put up that number as my status and wil say smthing bout ya..

and she did..at first she sent me her number..and yes i replied already...

then after awhile she ask me to give her any number...

which i was like uhh oo ok...and i gave her my number..

and this is her reply..

Keep Your Head DOWN !!!

finally the moment i been wating for this 2 people !!!

leader shii n maknae !!

its been really long time didnt see them perform speshly maknae !!

gosh how much i miss him????

nothing can measure it ok !!! thou i didnt say much

coz i dont want to cought up in certain situation haahah

first of all i say

THEIR VOICE IS DEYM BEST !!!!

its something new !!!

refreshing !!

what who said Changmin cant RAP !!! 

get ready to hear his LOUD SCREAM again !!!

girls get ready to see his SMEXY moves !!

they both are HOT 

seeing this just cant get enough of them !!

 this is my fav. part !!!!

HOW CAN THEY LOOK HOT WITH THAT KILLS MOVES !!!

well coz they are

HoMin ok !!!!

TVXQ !!!

2010 stalking work haha

ok now mm stalking time eheh..

 all this happened to me in 2010

meet Super Junior Live in Malaysia

but i literally follow them everywhere i go haha

i follow them from the moment they step in KLIA till they step again at KLIA..

my stalking team at that time :P

i hardly take photo well mostly video here some of it..

this part eeteuk kills me huh !!

sorry to heenim n wookie fan..but this time i really grab their arm one by one lol..

it great to see them live infront of my freaking eyes each one of them

thank god for making it real to me :)

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then i got to meet

B2ST Live in Malaysia

im not a big fan of them but dongwoon who catch my attention but soon leader doojoon take over since i saw him so many times in da reality show which makes me forget dongwoon..*mian* hehe

BUT after meeting them live

OMG dongwoon wins my heart hehe..

i got 2 signed album from them :) and dat is my silly fansign that cought dongwoon&doojoon attention eheh

this really KILLS me DONGWOON..its ok da other half HEART is wif me :)

say what you want i know he notice me huh  :P

theres more u can go here..B2ST SHOCK OF THE NEW ERA 2010

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then i got to meet Brian Joo

not much of a photo either since i take video and im lazy enough to upload it hehe..

lil bit from me..

that his album with signed :)

 

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after suju b2st brian..i meet U-kiss..

one of the member :) kiseop

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after meeting u-kiss the moment i been waiting for !!!

meeting wif me one and only LOVE Kim Jaejoong...

 

early morning i get up just to get to the tix vanue asap !! and after quing for like 4hours there you go finally at the counter hehe

ther you go our tix worth for RM 30,000 ok heeh :)

imagine i hold dat much of cash in my hand alone that time T_T scary..

showcase day...

 

early morning we wait for JYJ at KLIA to greet them :)

 

there you go the one that i been cwazee for a looong time finally get to see him again !!! 

after greet them at KLIA we follow right behind them of to the showcase vanue

   

at showcase vanue while waiting for it to start..in the mean time meet my firends even meet Jaejoong Look a like eheh..  then we que but while quing thanks to my height at that time..be able to sneake peak their rehearsal and guess what of coz i saw jaejoong first hehe...then we enter the vanue straight to da VIP section since im a VIP tix holder :P patiently wait for is to start the moment it start i cant really tell or story here haha it take days to finish it haah...plus im not evn god in writing a fanaccout..lol..so there some of snapshots from my fancam.....after the showcase of the Hotel for phto session with JYJ

can u spot me in the pic ??? heheh i let u do da job...

*i dont want to story what is da real deal behind this pic so let it go haah*

after photo session im off straight to KLIA to send them back to SEOUL...

that night..

 

 

here i got to touched his hands..its enoug for me..dont want to ask more..

 

not to forget my own JYJ The Beginning limited edition album :)

17102010 JYJ in MALAYSIA A waited long journey finally has come..


*Ticket Pre-Sale
03102010
Fahrenheit 88


* Pavilion
* Time Square


* KLIA
17102010 ( welcoming JYJ )


* stadium Negara ( The Beginning Showcase )
17102010


* Doubletree by Hilton Hotel
17102010 ( Photography session )


* KLIA (again)
17102010 (hard to say goodbye T_T )

i cant belived that i actually get to see JYJ upclose when they are exiting the arrival door at the KLIA...thou the security was sucks...still i manage to be really close with Jaejoong especially...
How can be a person be SO fair !! yess Im talking bout KIM JAEJOONG ! He is SO flawless !! his skins are soo milky and da way he walk was sooo cool !! but dont forget Junsu and Yoochun behind him there are HOT to is just im more focus on Jaejoong heeh...
i will never ever forget the way Jaejoong looking at me and try to say thanks n sorry at the same time... * lucky that im tall and becouse of that i was be able to cought their attention a bit easy :P *

for more photo of my journey meeting JYJ u can go here...

17102010 JYJ in MALAYSIA A waited long journey finally has come..

i only upload pictures and snap shots from my fancam..i didnt upload my fancam :P

fewhh i think there goes my stalking job for 2010.....

thank GOD for making my dream come true.

thank to those who help and support me in order to stalk them speshyl JYJ hahaha

mission accomplished :)

♥ i ♥ what i ♥ 

noriko_noly

bye bye 2010

mmm what should i say here ??

hahaa since i got nothing much  to tell..

2010 is cwazy sweet yet bitter year for me..

why ? well lets start with the bitter part of it..

i had BIG fight with my sisters

over silly things yet when it keep on goin on n on it become BIG

then this 2010 is my graduation year..

i know when i pick to stur art and design they dont really approved me but they just play along to see how far can i go..

after the hardship i have to go studying..finally i can grad..

im so happy i can show it to them that i can study it really well..

and for that i think my result dont really diseppoint them

since i got better result then my sister got..

thou im happy for it..

well its graduation babe whose not !!

while at graduation day of course u want all ur family member to be there aite???

whose not !! I WANT TO !!

i dont think it much to ask for ..

BUT they let me down..due to work and work and work..

I HATE it  and it make me cry

before during and after my graduation

which it give me BAD memory

*yet in my heart even set a promise that i will continue to study BUT u will never see me in that graduation robe again*

i try so bad to make they come but hey ok u ignore it..

and not even congrats me properly..

hey its ok im nobody and its nothing big to you but IT MEAN a WORDL to me since its my FIRST time graduating..but what can i say more...

let it go its past talking more bout this makes me cry well i am crying now..

i hate make myself cry ! ishh !

thanks to my friends who be there with me and help me cheer up myself..

you know who u are..

here lil bit of the bitter sweet memory..

rehearsal me n erms :)

during...yeah me and erms again :)

after graduation and yeah me and erms again...since no family photo !!

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i had a big fight with my dad..well sort of..

he hurt me indirectly and i try to talk bout it wif him

but he didnt get it in return it hurt me more...

he owes say things that can actually hurt me deep down i think he dont even realise it that what he actually

joke bout it or say it is hurting me...

i think enough of the bad memory of mine..

more i story it will ruining my mood huhuh

so let it go..

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what great things happen in 2010 ???

well i had bestest birthday present and celebration with my bestie atiyah
she been really good friend of mine..well i think more then friend !! sister to me

i thought my birthday will be lonely and just hang out here and there let the time flies..

wait for ppl to wish you wutsoever..

but hey thou she busy..

yeah she make it..

thank god..

thou its chinese new year at that time ..but i dont care haah...

she  buy a bottle of champagne well none alcohol af course eheh

a slice of cake

a laptop *for music*

the she bring me to the hill top near by my old place in setiawangsa..

the view was awesome !!!

its almost sunset at that time

she sing me a birthday song and cheers wif..

even got me a present from body shop...Thanks dear..

we had our own sweet time drawing togather..its been really long time we do dat aite..

it was super sweet for her to that for me ...and for that

from the bottom of my heart i Thank ya Atiyah :) 

cheers :P

i love you chinggu :)

thanks for making another sweet memory in mylife :)

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went to holiday wif my family ..
trip to Penang :)

da rest can go here...Road to penang island wif ♥ one :)

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then i plan a birthday party for my sister Jaja..
didnt do much except its surprise party for her
we choose Bubba Gump at sunway since it serve simple yet nice food :)
happy birthday sis

da birthday girl

more can go here thou not much of pic in it  Bubba gump nite :p

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then celebrating my dads birthday ...
we prepared simple home made breakfast for him
lil bit of bbq
it was great since he was in the good mood thou aftr the party he had to go to work asap hehe
Happy Birthday Dad :)

 

Lil something for Mr.Hanafiah from ur daugthters and family ♥

we diditn do anything much...is just that we preapared a Big Breakfast...i mean reall big ahahaha as for the food la...we prepared Nasi lemak with red hot chillie peppers sea prawn which is ♥ but rite after i eat it i have to drink lots of plain water !!!!! + sambal sotong which his favorite ....spaghetti .... a lil bit bbq'ing
as for the cake...we just bought lil cmall cute cake hehe as we all know my dad have to control his sugar..so we bought an ice cream cake looks like Oreo....
the kids were super xcited bout the cake la..as usuall and the candle blowing session heheh.....

Thou we didn't do much but we had so much fun today ...

I'm sure he enjoyinh it too thou he didt show it to much but his sugar does tell us that he enjoyed it very much hehehe :p.
Happy 65 Birthday dad :) Long live my dad !!!!!!!! ♥
p/s : all photo were taken by my sony hp heheh :P

 

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not to forget my lovely momy's birthday :)

since i was totaly bankrap at this time hehe...

so made simple small party for her..

i even bake a cake for her..well soon after dat my lil bro bought choc cheese cake whis totally make others look away frm the cake i bake heheeh

Happy birthday mom..
I know my gift for ya compare to my sis are way much behind
but since its been super duper long I baked our long fav cake since I also can't recall when heeheh hope u ♥ it
anyway miss our long time baking cake togather...the teasing the stealing heheeh the silly mistake the urge to stop it everything....
finally we got to feel it again today...i really thank god i got the chance to feel that feeling again speshly with you my dear mom...
Happy Birthday Mom .! i ♥ u im sure u know bout it already hehe :P

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 lastly celebrating x-mas wif my aunt...

thou its small celebration but i really had a great time :)

i forgot to take pic of the christmas tree but i got straight to the

 

Homa Made Rosted Turkey hehe my aunt spciality ok :)

after having good time eating all the food heeh..

lil chat and my auncle evn entertain us wif his lovely voice while playing guitar...

lil family chit chat..well i understand lil bit mandarin but once my mom

meet her bro's her mommy and her nieces which is chines bang i dont really understand what are they talking 

since they will be mixing Madarin + english+ hokkien +cantonise+malay all in one time

while chit chatting my auncle start broing out all the old photo of us..

which wen i was 2 o 3 years old...hahah while we were celebrating x-mas in 25 dec 1984 omg im still a bb at that time ahha

*im to malu to insert those photo in this post so i skip it haha*

 

me with my auncle and my aunty :)

the rest pic here...2010 X-Mas

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so far all this memories i shared here happen year 2010..

thou there are time i was up and there are times i was down

i thank god for let me breath and live this life one more year along wif my lovely family and sweet relative around me .

will continue next post wif my cwazee experienced of mine being a stalker hahaah