im good for nothing nye friend la. *sigh*

 we all got lots of friends rite.

im sure you all do..

but tell you smthing..

i dont really have that much of friends

more specific is ' Real Friends '

they show you the true meaning of real freindship

that is what i really lack of..

so

once i got that ' Real Friends '

i just cant let go of it, i was so care bout it in every single ways.

i cherish it dearly with my whole heart.

since ' real friends ' always be there for you.

whenever you are up down flatten on the floor only up high in the sky..

and of coz i do wanted to give the same way of what i feels towards my 'Real Friend' of mine in return with all my heart.

but i owes mess up...

is just that happen im owes not there..couldnt give the same feeling i feel to them..

deym it why i owes mess it up..

it makes me really really good for nothing nye friend..

* like tonite i was so cought up doing my work till i didnt even realise my handphone were ringing so forth and happens to be my computer were disconnected from the internet without me knowing it *

but the moment i saw my handphone beside me only i realise theres a text from her..received it 40 min earlier, but yeah i didnt realise it till i only saw my handphone when i  actually trying to relax my hand*

i wont give or make any excuses cos its my foult that i got so cought up doing what i was doing

so im so sorry my dear..i am so sorry..

to you my dear friend

you were so good nice and warm to me..

im so sorry i thought i can be that good and always be there..

but then it turn out i cant fullfill those..man im so useless aite..

so sorry..

deym i feel so miserable

but i wont give up just yet..

thou you might be tired of me not being there..

believe me i did my best to be there but is just my best enough efforts was not so best for you

i hope you give me another chance..i will keep on trying

sorry..i will call ya once you done working dear..

♥ i ♥ what i ♥ 

noriko_noly